Friday, 2 September 2016

Pin Cushion

The Pin Cushion

I was walking past a sewing shop the other day when I saw something I disagree with. It shouldn’t necessarily be illegal or anything but it should be discouraged. People should be aware of the proper way to do things, especially the men. What I saw was not needed at all and a thing that should simply not be made as there is a far better object to do the task.

I am of course talking about the selection of pin cushions. Why would anyone use a pin cushion to store needles while sewing when a man’s testicles work so much better? The testicles can be bunched together then loaded up with needles that can be used as needed. The man can even move location if you would like or even get you a drink while you are sewing. He can then be called back so you can put your current needle into him then pull out another one. See I told you the cushion was not needed.

Kyle was a young man of 25 he had short, brown hair and kept in shape. It was Friday night and after a long week at work he was staying home. Recently he had found a roommate to occupy the other room in his apartment to help him pay the mortgage on the place. She was called Lara and at 22 with long brown hair she was a beautiful woman. Kyle liked her but would never make a pass at her, he knew better.

4 weeks ago Kyle was asking Lara for some back rent. She said she did not like being asked about such things and asked if he would be ok undergoing punishment. He agreed knowing it was the right thing to do and after a short discussion they agreed on 80 hard kicks to the balls. She kicked him with full force which was very painful but Kyle thought the punishment was fair and a good idea.  During the punishment she admitted she was kicking him as hard as possible to maximize damage to his testicles. Kyle accepted this as her right and told her he was ok with that. After the kicks he assured her she had been fair with him and thanked her for dealing with the issue professionally.

Ever since the session he felt like they were living together better and she now felt more like a friend. So when he noticed she was in her room with the door open he knocked to see how she was doing.

Knock, knock
“It’s ok Kyle come in” Said Lara from inside.

He opened the door and walked in to see her at her desk working on something. He approached her and said “Hey how are you doing tonight I thought you would be out with your friends?”

“I’m not feeling up to it tonight so I am working on this for my sewing class”

Kyle saw that on the table was a white cloth with a pattern drawn on it. She had filled in maybe a third of it with different colored threads. She was using several different patterns with her stitching to create an effect that Kyle thought would be very nice when finished.

Kyle replied “That looks cool I bet it is hard work”

Still sitting on her chair she put down her needle next to a pile of other needles of different sizes. She then turned to him “Yeah it’s pretty hard but Emma really likes the class so I promised I would do it all with her”

“That’s very kind of you Lara”

“Thanks but it is difficult anyway why aren’t you out tonight?”

“I would but I’m trying to save money. So I thought I would have a night in” He then realized she may think he was trying to make her feel guilty about the late rent. “O but I’m not trying to bring up the rent issue. I’m just saving for a new car”

She saw his worry “Look it’s ok to talk about rent and I accept I still owe you some it was just the way you brought it up last time. It’ ok to talk to me about money but I was not in the mood last time so you timed it poorly. You’re still ok with what we did aren’t you?”

She sounded concerned about him and looked a little guilty after saying that.
He nodded “Yeah it was painful but I made a mistake and you were fair in how you punished me. I deserved every kick and I have no issue with you trying to maximise damage. I’m still very grateful you raised the issue then we discussed testicle pain before we went ahead. As I was being kicked my only concern was hoping you would be happy with the pain and swelling. And I still mean it when I say if you ever feel I’m in the wrong then you can punish me how you wish. I want you to feel happy here and asking me to accept a fair punishment is not unreasonable”

She sounded relived “As long as you are ok with that then great. It’s just that I prefer longer crueler punishments where there is a high risk to the victim’s testicles. Some men have not liked that say that they are worried about long term damage or the pain is too high. I feel a punishment needs to be hard on the balls or it is not effective but it’s good to hear you’re still ok with it. I know you have been busy so we haven’t talked much”

Trying to reassure her he said “Honestly I’m ok. We talked about the punishment before it started and you explained why I should take all 80 kicks at full force while you wear heels and I agreed with you. You also explained the damage my testicles would take and that you would use the 80 kicks to cause as much damage as possible. Then towards the end when you broke a blood vessel in my right testicle I welcomed it as part of a fair punishment”

“How is your right testicle?”

“It’s all healed up. So please don’t worry….. Actually if I have done anything to make you feel uncomfortable then I should feel your heels again. If I have made you feel bad about this then that is a crime I should be punished for”

“Thanks Kyle, I’ll think about it”

She leaned back slightly and knocked her table which sent two needles rolling off the table and on to the floor.

“Damn it this keeps happening to me. I can find my pin cushion anywhere”

She picked up the needles then with a caring tone Kyle said “I could help you look for it?”

She thought for a moment then reached forward with her palm facing up. He looked down as she established a firm grip of his testicles. Looking straight up at his she said “If you want to help then I think I’ll use you as a pin cushion. If you’re not going out then I would like to use your testicles as my pin cushion. Seeing you stand obediently as I push needles into your balls will show me you are willing to accept such tortures”

He was surprised by what she had said but thought he should agree “Sure if you want you can use my testicles. I deserve to suffer if you feel even slightly bad about our kicking session”

“Ok then so take off your clothes. The first thing we’ll need to do is cause some swelling to get those balls a bit bigger. But before we start I want you to know that I am using you as a tool or utility. This is not a punishment and if I feel that is needed other pain will have to be arranged. Your testicles will be my pin cushion I will use them to store pins until I no longer need the service”

He nodded and pulled down his shorts and took off his shirt. “I understand Lara. I hope my testicles can help you”

”Good first remove your clothes then we’ll start my inducing some swelling”

He nodded then removed his clothes leaving them in a pile on the floor. She then pulled out a hair tie from one of her draws and wrapped it twice around his balls. After this his balls were bunched tightly together.

She pointed to a small coffee table she had next to her bed. “Please rest your testicles on the edge of the table then we’ll begin to cause some swelling”

“Ok Lara" He said as he walked over, knelt down and rested his balls on the table. Lara put on her platform heels, the ones she had used to punish him before. They were black with the front platform just over an inch high. This made them hard, heavily testicle destroyers.

Watching her stand up in her heels he admired her figure. Even in just hot pants and a tee shirt she looked very appealing to him.

She stood up on the table then walked over to him with each step making a knocking sound on the wood. He tried to stay calm as she stood with her heels next to his testicles.

She rose up her right foot so her shoe was in front of his face. “Now hold still”

He did not have time to speak instead she forced her foot down as hard as she could stomping his balls. Which a almighty thud she struck them flattening them out. His eyes widened then his body filled with pain. He gripped the edge of the table with his hands fighting to keep his balls on the table.

She lifted up her foot again then sent it down. This time he cried out as his balls felt the impact. The pain from the first stomp was still in him and before it left another wave of pain washed over him. He grit his teeth and held onto the table.

About thirty seconds later her foot rose again. He closed his eyes they screamed out.“AAARRRRRRGGHHH!!!” as her foot slammed into his balls.

Each stomp was hard and very painful. She continued to attack his balls smashing her foot into them over and over again. Gradually the pain worsened for Kyle but he wanted to serve her so he kept his balls on the table throughout the procedure.

As he whimpered in pain Lara walked back and forth admiring her work. “You’re doing well to keep your balls on the table though all those stomps”

“Thank you Lara”

“I am being particularly hard on you so you are doing well. You know it’s fun having a pair of balls to work with where I don’t have to hold back. Like now we are trying to cause swelling so the more damage I cause the better. It’s very fun for me breaking a pair of balls and with you I really can go for it without worrying about injuring you. It’s not that you are immune to testicular injury it’s just that if I injure you it’s ok. You’re not by boyfriend so I’m not really worried about keeping your balls intact. I hope that’s ok?”

He was still struggling for breath “Yeah I suppose so. It’s a bit scary for me but I should not tell you what damage you can and can’t apply. You’re not planning to rupture my balls are you?”

She shrugged her shoulders then continued pacing “Well not right away but I would like to maybe talk to you about destroying one in the future. Then a few months later taking the second one from you if you’re agreeable to that?”

“Wow I……. Errr. I’m not sure”

“Well I was going to talk to you about it in the future so no need to worry. Or because I often use hard testicle kicking I find any man I live with will suffer a rupture as part of routine punishment before too long. It’s rare for both his balls to hold out for a year with regular punishment”

He did not speak 

Lara looked down at him “You are open to the idea of deliberate testicular rupture as a punishment aren’t you?”

“Yes, yes I am it’s just a scary thought. If you ever thought I deserved it then yes I would cooperate fully. I have always supported the idea that a woman has the right to cause an intentional testicular rupture on a man. If she wants to. If you ever want to do that to me then please do”

“Good now your balls are getting there but are not fully swollen yet so now I was thinking of some full weight crushing”


She placed a hand on each of his shoulders for support then placed the front of her right foot over his bound testicles. Steadily she began to shift her weight onto his balls. The pressure and pain grew as more weight was moved onto the testicles. Soon they budged out from the sides of her shoe as they were flattened. He fought the pain to stay still and clenched his jaws shut. The pain was so intense Kyle had never thought his balls could hurt this much.

It did not take long before she had all her weight on his testicles and to show this she raised her other foot up behind her. 

“How does it feel Kyle, to fully support me?”

“OOOOOOOO! It hurts…… Such pain”

He took several short breaths before clenching his jaws again. She just watched as he experienced the pain very much enjoying giving it to him. She especially liked the idea that she was suspended in the air supported by only his testicles. She could now feel them like one flat surface beneath her.

His face was the picture of pain and she was in no rush to stop admiring it. First he closed his eyes then he opened them while moving his head side to side. Nothing he did brought relief from the feeling of his testicles being crushed.

“Kyle I would like to crush you for a little longer. Nod if that’s ok” She said softly.

He managed a nod to show her his support but could do no more. Lara continued to enjoy his pain as she maintained the crush. Kyle could feel the sharp pains inside of his testicles from the flesh ripping in places. The pain paralysed him as if it wanted him to be still so he could feel it better. 

Neither one knew exactly how long she had stood on his testicles when Lara stepped off them but the damage was clear. As she stepped off they both looked down to see his balls were all a deep red color. They returned to their round shape but were clearly much bigger now. Lara’s plan to cause swelling had clearly worked.

“Wow the swelling is really good Kyle. I’m really proud of it”

“Yeah wow!....... They really hurt but I can see they are bigger. Is that enough for you?”

“I think so. Your balls are big enough for the needles plus I don’t think they could take much more crushing. They are no good to me popped. Now let’s go back to my sewing table then I’ll prepare you”

They both walked back to the table. Kyle cupped his balls to check them and they were huge. He then stood next to the stood as Lara sat down. She got some string from her draw then first tied his hands behind his back. Next she tied a bit of string around his waist just above his pelvis. She then using another bit of string connected his already bound testicles to the string around his waist.

She pulled this length of string tight so his balls were pulled up and suck out more. Kyle could see this was to allow better access to the testicles for inserting needles. His penis just sagged down to the side.

Once done she stroked his balls that were now two much larger orbs wrapped in tight skin, gift wrapped for Lara. This was a nice sensation for Kyle after all that pain. She looked up at him with a smile. “Right then Kyle your balls are good and ready. Let’s load you up”

He got a realization of how exposed his balls were and how he was now restrained to prevent interference. “I’m ready Lara and thank you again for this opportunity to serve you”

Lara picked up her first needle “You’re very welcome”

She held the needle between her forefinger and thumb then pointed it at his left testicle. She then moved it closer. Kyle tensed his legs and closed his eyes. At first he felt a sharp pick, it was almost gentle to begin with on then skin above his left testicle. Next she applied force turning the prick into incredible pain as the needle suck in. It ripped through his testicle until it was a little over half way through.

She stopped and he took a deep breath “Ouchhhhhhh! Wow that hurt”

“I have to make sure the needles are suitably deep or they may fall out. How deep do you think that was?”

“About…… Halfway maybe more Lara” He fought the urge to bend his body and instead did the gentlemanly thing which was to keep his testicles still as she picked up the next needle. This one was a little bigger.

She this time selected his right testicle then pushed it in. This time he managed to look down as it penetrated his ball. “OOOOOOUUUCCCHHHH!”

Looking down, seeing the needle sink into his ball it looked graceful. It looked like a calm procedure but the truth was the needle tore its way through his testicle. It’s point caused white hot pain as it went. He struggled to stay still as she worked. This time the needle was close to leaving the other end of the testicle.

“Another fine addition, your balls look great with needles in them. You are doing well to take the pain Kyle I pushed that one pretty deep”

“Thank you Lara. I’m really trying for you. You can push the needles as deep as you like. It is your decision”

“Thanks Kyle. We have a few more needles to go”

He breathed in then out as the he prepared for the next needle. He could feel the other two tormenting him with a pain that did not fade.


He cried out but was able to stay still so the needle was pushed in. This one was into his left testicle but she inserted it at the top and pushed down the length of the testicle. He could feel this needle was wider and when he managed a look he saw it was about 8 centimeters long. He cried out again as she slowly board the needles through his testicle until he felt it emerge on the other side. She had pushed the needle right down the length of his ball.

“Wow I got it all the way through”

She staggered back but quickly resumed his position so he could take another needle. “I can feel it. Wow it hurts…….”

“I wanted to do a few needles down the length of your testicles because when I read about using needles on the balls it recommended doing so. It said going length ways would obviously be more painful and it would cause more damage to the testicle per needle. Which I think makes better use of the needle”

“I can see how that would be true Lara” He paused to take a breath “I see another needle of that size, perhaps you can repeat the same on my other testicle?”

“That’s a good idea”

She picked up the other needles then placed it just over his other testicle. The string held the balls still so she just lowered it until it touched the skin then placed a finger on the top of the needle and applied pressure. The without fail the needle began to sink into her pin cushion.

Deeper the needle went and Kyle could feel it cutting its path through his ball. He closed his eyes, clenched his jaws as the pain filled him. It took over a minute for the needle to emerge from the other end of the testicle.

Kyle was panting trying to catch his breath. Lara the said “Your balls look great I have a needle here I’ll use for the first part then I’ll pull what I need from you”

“Whatever you need” replied Kyle obediently. He could feel each needle inside his balls clearly. Even though they were not moving the pain was still quite high.

Lara selected a thread and resumed her stitching. Humming to herself she continued her work as Kyle’s swollen, impaled testicle patiently waited. 

A few minutes later Lara said “Right now I’m done with this one for now let’s try one of those big ones”

Kyle tensed his legs preparing for pain. Lara aimed the medium sized needle a few centimeters above his balls then in a quick stabbing motion forced it into his right testicle. The needle instantly penetrated over a centimetre into the testicle.


“Sorry I thought a quick stab like that would be easier for you. O well now let’s get one of those long needles out”

She used her left hand to grip his right testicle then with her right index finger and thumb she gripped the long needle running down the length of his testicle. Steadily she pulled the needle watching as Kyle flung his head back crying out from the pain. She pulled out the needle at a slow but steady pace liking the sight of him fighting the pain.

Once it was out she pulled used a tissue to clean it then selected a thread and continued to sew. Kyle staggered back, lent his body forward and took a few breaths. After a few seconds he stood back next to Lara so his testicles were accessible to her. As he stood his balls ached so much. The pain was intense just standing there and seeing Lara calmly sewing as he suffered just made him feel like he was being punished.

“Right then I think I’m done with this one. Now where to put it?”

She stared at his balls for a time then said “I’ve got it how about a push it through both balls!”

“If you like Lara”

She held both balls with one hand then pushed the long needle in from the side.

“OUCH! OUCH! Oooooooo”

His eyes watered as the needle pushed through his right ball then his left one before emerging on the other side. As she let go he staggered back nearly falling to his knees but he tried to fight it and managed to stay on his feet. All the internal damage to his testicles had added so much to the swelling that his balls felt like they were going to burst open from the internal pressure. This causes a constant sharp aching pain.

One he returned to the position his balls were near Lara’s face. Looking at them she said “I didn’t think they could swell any more but look at them. I bet it’s difficult feeling those needles rip through your testicles. Plus the damage I’m causing them must be a concern; those needles are not kind to you”

He nodded “It is hard but I’m glad I get to serve you. I just hope my testicles are doing the job right”

“Yeah they’re holding the needles really well but you seem to be struggling with the pain. So that is an issue with you and not your testicles isn’t it”

“Yes Lara it is” He replied knowing it would condemn him and with the pain still filling his body.

“I don’t want to dwell on this but I feel you should undergo punishment for not staying still. I can’t do much more to your balls so I will use a lighter to burn the tip of your penis as punishment. I really think that is fair”

He gulped frightened by what this meant “I have to agree with you. It is fair. I have failed you so must be punished”

She pulled out a cigarette lighter from a draw and held it in her hand “The flame is very painful when held to the skin so why don’t you drop to your knees to take this pain?”

He nodded then knelt down as she did. Together they looked into each other’s eyes knowing this must be done. Kyle said “I’m sorry this has become necessary. I have behaved badly and deserve this. Burn me as much as you need to”

“Thank you for understanding Kyle. I just want to punish you in a way that is fair for us both. Knowing you are willing does make this a little easier”

She undid the string connecting his balls to the string around his waist so his testicles fell down. They dropped down, still filled with needles and let his penis flop down. Now the focus was on the penis.
She pinched the skin on the top of his shaft with her left forefinger and thumb then she pulled it so the tip was away from his body. Lara made sure all the skin was pulled back so the end of the penis was presented to her. Then she moved the lighter so it was under his exposed bell end. In a voice featuring some concern she said “Are you ready to feel your punishment?”

He nodded “Yes Lara. I’m very sorry for failing you”

She struck the lighter igniting a flame then held it so the top of the flame licked the bulb on the end of his penis. He flung his head back instantly screaming from the burning.


He took a quick breath and screamed it all out again. His body shook as the flame burned his sensitive tip. The pain was so much he was paralysed by it with his body twitching. His eyes were wide opened as he endured the punishment that he deserved. After 20 seconds she let the flame die out.

He was panting as if he had just run a race. Tears fell from his eyes as he could still feel the burn.
“Are you ok Kyle? I thought that would be a good amount of time to apply the flame before we pause”

“It’s hurts real bad but I’m ok. I never imagined being burned would be that painful. Are you happy with the burn?”

“Yeah I think it is a harsh punishment but one you deserve. You’re still ok with me burning you aren’t you?”

“Of course Lara I deserve to suffer. I’m ready whenever you are for the next burn”

He tensed his body as she struck the lighter. She could see how the skin had turned a darker color and looked like it had been dried out. She moved the flame in place then heard him scream again. It was such a twisted scream but she reminded herself she was only punishing him fairly. 

As she moved the flame around the skin began to blister and peal where the flame was used the most. She moved it around the sides so all of his tip could feel the benefit of being burned. Lara manipulated his penis so the flame was able to touch the entire tip. She pulled it away after nearly a minute of contact leaving his visibly in the most serious of agony.

As he gulped down air he looked in shock from what he had felt. She looked into his pain stricken eyes for a moment before asking “Are you ok?”

He nodded “Yeah I’m ok Lara”

“That’s good. There are a few spots on your bell end that I would like to burn a bit more to make sure it is done right. Is that ok”


She struck the lighter to burn him a third time. She only used it for about 15 seconds to add so more damage to a few areas she had missed. She did not want to totally destroy the tip of his penis but she wanted it all to have been burned. After the burn she inspected the tip and was pleased with the results.

“You did really well Kyle. You can sit down for a few minutes while I get a drink. Then we’ll resume sewing”

He sat down on the floor “Thank you Lara. Are you pleased with the burning of my penis?”

She stood up to leave “Yes I think it looks better now and you have suffered adequately”

She walked out of the room as he looked down at his cooked penis. The burning pain was still there and just by looking at it he could see she had ruined it. It was a little saddening for him but he knew it was the right thing to do and Lara was only punishing him fairly. He was lucky she did not burn more of his penis.

A few minutes later she walked back into the room, he turned his head to look at her. “Are you ok Kyle? I wasn’t too hard on your penis was I? I don’t think it will heal properly?”

He looked at her worried she was upset “No Lara I needed to be punished for my behavior and you did what you needed to do. There is no need to feel bad I’m actually lucky you did not burn more of my penis with the flame”

“OK when we’ll leave the burning at that for now but it’s good to know you’re ok. I was worried”

“There is no need to be shall we resume sewing. I’m still holding the needles for you”


Lara sat down then tied his testicles to the string around his waist again. She then pulled one of the medium sized needles out of him. He managed to stay still as the needle was extracted. Once out he stood as still as he could while she finished the last of the sewing. All the while the tip of his penis still burned and both balls were in agony.

Once finished she said “There we go it was a lot easier with you to use as a pin cushion. What do you think?”

“It looked very nice I am glad I could help”

“I think it looks good and all in all you did pretty well. It was a shame about needing to burn you but I see it was for the best”

“It was for the best I let you down. I only hope you feel you have burned me enough”

“Yeah I think that’s enough for now but I might burn the rest off another day. But even like that the tip of your penis if pretty much wrecked. Even if your balls are ever usable again I don’t think you’ll be able to use that penis for much. Anyway let’s get those needles out of you”

He cried out as the needles were pulled from him but was relieved as the last one left his balls. They then both looked at his testicles; they were like to Christmas baubles hanging in his sac. She removed the string untying him but it was clear the needles had damaged his manhood. 

She cupped his sac noticing little patches of dried blood where the needles had entered. She admired her work for nearly a minute before Kyle asked “I really think you have damaged me sexually, forever. Are you pleased with the damage?”

She nodded and smiled “Yes I’m very pleased. Thank you for tonight I feel much better now. How about you get cleaned up then we can watch a movie together?”

“I’d like that and thank you”

Friday, 8 July 2016

The End

Hi All,

I'm just letting you all know that I probably will not be posting any more stories. I find recently writing is taking a lot of effort and I'm not enjoying it as much as I used to. I work long hours as well so that does not help.

I feel like I give a great deal and get nothing back so writing is now feeling more like a chore than a pleasure. I would like to thank those who have been supporting and wish you all the best. There are plenty of other writers out there so I'm sure you'll all be ok. If I ever do write anything I will post it for you guys and I still have a load of caps that I have yet to post so there is a little more to come.

It's just not the same without Erica.

Tuesday, 14 June 2016

Added Bitcoin Wallet to site

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I feel I put a lot of time and effort into my stories and captions. They take a good deal of energy to write and they are seen by quite a lot of people. I have shared a lot with you all and I am hoping to perhaps see some residual income from my fans. I feel it is a fair request to ask someone who has read my stories and captions to consider sending me what they would pay for a good book.

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Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Paradise Palms

Nigel had been the manager of the Paradise Palms hotel for two years now. He liked the role working in a hotel on a tropical island and especially loved the weather. The weather was usually hot and sunny, just like the postcards but there had been a recent storm that had hit the island. It knocked out phones as well as the internet but they were back up and running now.

Nigel was 28 and kept in good shape. He was liked by most of the employees but had been having some issues with the corporate office. The storms affected the number of tourists so he was being pushed to increase the numbers.

Nigel walked into the hotels offices. The rooms were air-conditioned and in island d├ęcor. He passed his assistant Vanessa who was a 23 years old. She had blonde hair with blue eyes and a cute smile. He had liked her from the start, not just because of her curvy figure or large breasts as some thought but her sweet nature.

He walked past her “Hey Vanessa any messages?”

“Just one Nigel. Lana wants to talk to you about something?”

Nigel was a little apprehensive because Lana’s main role was male punishment. Nigel actually liked her and they got along when off duty. Vanessa, Lana and himself often had drinks together and socialized quite often. He had an agreement with her that they would not let any disciplinary action affect their friendship. Which was good because every few months Lana would need to torture his testicles often very harshly. Lana was also very skilled at torturing the testicles as Nigel knew but she was also a fair woman so the punishments always fit the crime.

Nigel replied “Do you know what it is about?”

Vanessa looked around to make sure there was no one else in the office that might hear “I’m not sure but as your assistant head office usually emails me if you are to have your…. You know…. Testicles tortured. But it did sound serious”

“I hope it is nothing too serious”

“It might be as several reports were late as a result of the last storm. Head office chased me up about some of them and asked why you had not sent them. I didn’t want to use the storm as an excuse so they might be mad about that. If they think that you have finished two reports late without a good reason then your testicles will be seriously punished” 

She looked concerned about him as she spoke.

“Well maybe if I talk to them they will reduce my punishment slightly?”

Vanessa nodded with a glint of hope “Hopefully they will if you talk to them. Anyway how are your balls doing after our kicking session last month?”

Nigel thought for a minute “They are healed now but they hurt for a while afterwards. Luckily you spotted that error on my time sheet”

She smiled “Yeah it was lucky but it was a shame I was asked to kick you with those heels on. They must have hurt”

“They did but you did the right thing in reporting the mistake”

“Thanks Nigel plus I did like getting to see your balls. They are a nice handful”

He felt a little flattered “Thanks Vanessa I’m glad you liked them”

“Yeah they are a nice pair and I’m sorry to say but kicking them was fun. Actually as no one I around can I squeeze them?”

“Squeeze them?” He replied.

“Yeah I just remembered you didn’t lock your computer so you need a good squeeze for at least five minutes. Plus compared to an evening with Lana the pain will be nothing”

He nodded “Ok Vanessa”

She clapped her hands together “Great thanks!”

He undid his shorts and dropped them along with his underwear. He then sat on the edge of the table next to where Vanessa was sitting with his legs apart. She moved her chair around looking at his balls as he put his hands on the edge of the desk to grip.

She cupped his balls then played with them a while. She fondled them inspecting each one with her hands. This would be nice if it was not for the knowledge of imminent pain.

She looked up “ready?”


He looked down as she closed her right hand around his balls then she used her left one as well. She looked up at his as she slowly applied pressure to the testicles. Gradually he could feel then balls being crushed in her hands.  She increased the pressure to cause more pain to him. He gripped the table hard as the pain became quite intense.

Lana had told her to apply hard consistent pressure when torturing the testicles by crushing them. He was now feeling the benefit of those words. He tensed his muscles as the pain was quite high.

“Ouch! Ouch!”

She squeezed hard enjoying the expression of pain on his face. She was enjoying the feeling of his testicles and was proud she had managed to get her grip right. using both hands she found she was able to keep the pressure on for much longer as Nigel could now feel. 

It had been over two minutes since she started crushing his balls and he was tossing his head side to side to cope with the pain. After about three minutes he could feel her moving one of her fingers as well as the intense crushing pain. He soon felt a sharp point then realized she was now pushing a nail into his left testicle. He finger nail deformed the shape of the ball adding to the pain.


After four minutes of crushing the door opened and in walked Megan. Megan had brown hair and was about 25. She was wearing a bikini with a name badge and had a towel around her waist.

“Having fun there are we?”

At the surprise Vanessa released her grip of his balls to Nigel’s relief. Nigel looked around to see Megan standing there. She cut an impressive figure with the light shining in from behind her as she looked back at him. 

Nigel responded “I did not lock my computer so I am having my testicles squeezed. Vanessa was punishing me”

“Well I suppose that’s ok then. Do you mind if I have a look?”

Vanessa placed her right hand under his balls lifting them slightly “No not at all” she said.

Megan then walked around and kneeled in front of Nigel’s so his balls were about her eye level. She cupped them and felt them like Vanessa had done before. She then looked up at Nigel “It’s not fair she gets all the fun can I hurt them too?”

He did not want any more pain but was scared of saying the wrong thing “Of course Megan what would you like to do to them?”

She looked at the testicles as she felt them and noticed that behind them was the hard wooden edge of the table. She had an idea and smiled. “Allow your testicles to rest against the wooden edge of the table then I would like to punch them”

He moved back slightly so his balls rested against the table top edge. Megan then got into position, made a first then punched him.


She struck his left ball with the knuckle on her fist. He grit his teeth.


She punched the other ball this time compressing it between the table top and her knuckle. She could feel the testicle dent inwards with the force before it bounced back.


He groaned though his teeth from the splitting pain of her punches. Seeing him suffer Megan giggled to herself.


The ball she hit bounced back of the table edge.


She punched him 15 times before stopping. Leaving him sore and breathing deeply. There were red marks where here knuckles had hit the balls and he could feel the impacts even now. 

She stood up “Thanks for that. That was fun Nigel"

Still hurting he nodded “Thank you for helping with my punishment”

Vanessa then said “Nigel you should get going Lana needs to talk to you”

He pulled up his pants then left the two girls in the office. As he let the air-conditioned office he instantly felt the heat along with the humidity. The sun was high in the sky and as everyone else was on holiday the place was filled with happy people.

Walking around the resort there were dozens of people so he worked to hide the pain from his sore balls. Once he got to the beach he looked around then saw Lana over by the over water guest houses that were being renovated. Seeing her he headed over not wanting to keep her waiting.

Nigel walked over to the area being renovated passing the “Do not Enter” sign. He walked down a wooden walkway to the guest house where he saw Lana. Under the walkway the land had ended so he could see the ocean’s waves lapping up the sides of the walkways supports. Then he was her looking out to sea silhouetted against the sun.

He walked up to her “Hey Lana, I heard you were looking for me?”

She turned to face him. She was 25 with tanned skin and long black hair that flowed in the wind. Lana had a curvy figure with large, perk breasts that were only just contained by her small bathing suit. Looking down her he liked her legs that were well toned making her a very effective ballbuster. She was actually a very, very good ballbuster has Nigel had found out on many occasions. Most weeks she tortured his testicles in one way or another but despite this he thought of her as a friend.

She turned around “Hey Nigel, it’s good to see you. How are your balls after our last kicking session?”

“They have healed nicely Lana. You did a good job breaking them and it took several days for the swelling to go down”

“Nice to hear your testicles are ok but how are you after the session. I was quite hard on you?”

He responded “I’m ok. I deserved the pain so I accept it”

“It’s good you have such a healthy attitude to your punishments. More men should think like you”

She then opened the door to the bungalow next to them “come on in. We can talk in here and these are all empty so there is no one else around”

They both walked into the room then she closed the door behind them. It was an open plan room with white walls and light wood on the floor. There was no bed of furniture yet but there was a good view from the window looking out to sea.

Lana asked “What took you so long to come and find me?”

Nigel responded “I left my computer unlocked so the girls were punishing me. I had my balls squeezed for about five minutes then had then punched as they rested against the hard table”

Lana raised her eyebrows “Interesting, may I inspect your testicle to make sure they have received enough damage? It sounds like you were not punished harshly enough”  

“Of course Lana”

She knelt down in front of his as he undid his shorts allowing them to fall to the ground. There was silence in the room as she handled his balls with her hands. It was so quiet that he could hear the waves under the floor.  Nigel looked out the window to the sea as she gave them a detailed inspection.

After a minute she stood up “Nigel I am disappointed. There is no were near enough damage to your balls. The girls should have made sure there was serious internal damage to both balls and signs on bleeding inside the testicles. Or even a rupture would not have been out of the question. You have left your computer unlocked a few times now”

“I’m sorry Lana I just let the girls do whatever they wanted to my balls”

“Yes but you’re a manager so you should know more damage is needed. Did you discuss this with them at all?”

“No Lana I just left to see you after they were finished. But I should have recommended they punish my balls far more. I''m sorry”

“That’s right you should have. So I will have to punish you for not requesting a serious enough punishment plus punish you correctly for leaving your computer unlocked. Then there is the matter of the late reports. It’s not right that you still have functioning balls”

He nodded his head “I understand Lana. I’m really sorry but there is no excuse for my behavior”

She stroked his arm gently “It’s ok I understand that being a man can be hard. This must be difficult but the important thing is you have admitted it so we can correct the error. You know I am really going to hurt your balls don’t you?”

“Yes Lana”

“Good. Now then for your punishment I think we can both agree that serious damage is needed can’t we”

He nodded his head.

“Good. So I want you to think before you answer but would you agree that you should have perhaps one of your testicles ruptured?”

He instantly responded “What! Surely that is too much. Please don’t do that”

“I asked you to think about it Nigel. You must admit you have made the mistake of leaving you PC unlocked a few times now and the reports have been late so you really deserve it. Plus it would be a great way to show the other staff that we take this seriously. Also as a manager it would look a lot better if you supported the punishment”

“I don’t know Lana it would be a permanent change and a painful one”

“True but as your friend I really feel it is a hard punishment but a fair one. I do think it is for the best and I hope you can see that”

Lana appeared almost to be begging him to agree or give some indication he would accept it. She wanted to do what was right and testicle rupture was the correct punishment. But as he was her friend she wanted him to see that as well.

He looked down thinking for a moment as she stood waiting for a response. He raised his head looking at her. “I know your right about the rupture but it is so hard to agree to it. I’ll lose part of my manhood”

“Please keep thinking about it. I have performed several ruptures in the past and most of the time the men were grateful. They knew they deserved it and saw how much work it was for me so they thanked me afterwards. In situation like this it really is the best option not just for me but for the man as well”

“Do I have a choice Lana?”

She shook her head “Not really I’m going to go ahead with it anyway but if you appeared to agree to it, it would look much better for you. You do deserve to lose at least one ball but if you resist then you will lose the respect of your colleges and probably your position. So if you agree to it then you could remain a manager”

He looked desperate “Do you really have too?”

She thought for a moment and replied “Well if you behave then I will think about leaving you intact but no promises”

Seeing it as the best deal he could hope for he said “Ok then I’ll do whatever you wish”

“Very good now take off all your clothes then lay on the floor here with your legs spread” She pointed to a specific spot so he did as she asked.

Once in place she picked up a hammer and some large nails then hammered three nails into the ground. One above his head then one near each foot. He was relieved to see these nails were to be used for his restraints not on him. 

She took some rope and tied his hands together then secured them to the nail above his head then tied his feet to the other nails. The result was he was tied down firmly with his legs apart and his arm tied above his head.

He was taking steady breaths trying to remain calm as he heard her bare feet on the wooden floor walking behind him. She came back with another bit of rope that was much longer and threw it over a beam that was running across above their heads. Once over one bit of the rope was in her hands while the other was over the beam with the end dandling just above Nigel’s testicles. He looked on frighten about what she was planning to do to him.

She tied the end of the rope that was in her hands to one of the nails holding his legs in place but left enough slack so that the rope easily reached his testicles. She stood between his legs then pulled the slack out of the rope. He gasped as he felt the rope brush past his right testicle. Nigel then looked up at the rope and wondered what elaborate torture she was planning.

The rope hung there faintly moving back and forward over his testicles in the light breeze. Lana looked around the room then saw a bag of sugar near where the builder had been making coffee. She grabbed the bag then wrapped some duct tape around it so the bag was completely covered in back tape.

She then knelt down between his legs and tied it to the rope that was hanging there. She tied it so the bag was now attached to the rope just a few centimeters above the ground. Once it was attached Nigel noticed she hand a small bit of string. She wrapped the string around his testicles so they were bunched together.

She wrapped the string carefully as she wanted to make sure the testicles were secure yet she did not want to affect blood flow as that might lessen the pain of the torture. After she had wrapped them he had a good idea of what she was doing. She would swing the bag on the rope into his testicles to break them. 

Lana finally walked back to the table then picked you another bit of string that was a few meters long and tied one end to the bag. 

She knelt down between his legs she said “You see I have made a pendulum. I will use the bit of string I have just attached to pull this bag back then I will release it. The bag will then fly into your testicles which will then transfer all of the force into them. The further back I pull the bag the move pain you will feel”

She then began stroking his testicles liking the feeling of them under the tight skin. She admired the two orbs that were now marked for destruction. It was like his testicles were awaiting their own execution “I will use this method to destroy your testicles castrating you. Do you understand?”

He nodded with a clear look of fear in his eye “Yes Lana”

“I will rupture then ruin both testicles not only because I enjoy it. Although I will very much take pleasure in it. The main reason is because you deserve to have this done to you. I was hoping you would agree fully but I know that this is very hard for you so it’s ok”

He replied “I know I deserve it and part of me wants to support it but I really don’t want to lose my balls. It’s going to hurt so much”

He let his head fall back as Lana stood up. “I know it will hurt and I will try to add to that pain as much as I can. You did well in admitting that to me and I respect your honesty. It good part of you knows you need to have your testicles ruptured”

He responded “There is a part of me that wants it, yes”

She stepped to the side then looked down on her restrained victim. “A part of you that wants what? Say it. Say part of you wants to feel your testicles rupture”

He paused for a minute then looked up at her. He moved his eyes up her legs then over her curves to her face. “Yes Lana I deserve to feel my testicles rupture”

A smile slowly grew on her face “Good boy now let’s get to work”

She checked the bag one last time and saw it was resting properly on his two wrapped testicles. This would be the perfect way for them to absorb force as they could not move. They were also in the perfect position as the bag would only hit the testicles and not his body. His balls reminded her of the bumpers on the front of trains that have the spring in them to absorb impacts as they pulled into station.

She stood between his legs a little over two meters back from his balls. With the string in her hand she pulled back the bag of sugar. He looked up as he felt it lift off his balls then watched it moving away. She allowed it to move about a meter from him then let go of the slack.

The bag swung back then struck the balls as planned.


He felt the bag hit his balls but knew that was nothing compared to what was to come. Pleased with the test run she pulled the bag back again. “Just a warm up shot Nigel” she said to him.

Now about two meters back she let go. The bag swung down again picking up more speed. 



He let out a cry as he felt the bag compress his balls. As he took a few deep breaths she began pulling the back back again. This time she pulled it much further so it had more height to it. Nigel looked on as he saw her let go of the bag. He could do nothing as it found its target.



He cried out as he felt a much more forceful impact. He could feel his balls not just compress but rebound as well. He felt how they flattened out against the string and he felt a deeper testicle pain.

“That one was much better don’t you agree Nigel?”

He nodded but did not respond, the pain still lingered in his balls.

“Glad you agree and this whole thing has given me an excellent opportunity to play with my new toy. Doing this is more fun than I thought it would be. Let’s have another swing”

He turned his head to the side closing his eyes then he felt the bag lift off his balls. Hit clenched his teeth waiting for the pain. She pulled the string in her hand moving the bag to a height that was a bit more than last time then let go. 



As if he instantly woke up his head lifted then he screamed out from the pain. The impact hurt his balls to their very center. This meant an impact did not just hurt a part of the testicle but nearly all of it. So feeling pain from all parts of both testicles at once hurt immeasurably. The pain lasted for much longer than normal as well.

Seeing him in pain Lana wanted to wait for it to subside before she raised the bag again. She wanted him to feel the full pain of the impact then only start the next one when the first ones pain had faded.
She pulled the string again but this time he watched the bag. She lifted it to about the same height then let go as he watched.



He cried out until his lungs emptied then breathed in only to cry out again. She saw his body thrash around showing her the intense pain he was feeling from this type of torture. She stepped forward then pushed into the bag with her foot. This caused the testicle to compress and meant that the high pain from the impact was maintained. Instead of the pain fading in 30-40 seconds she knew from reading that this would at least double the time he felt that pain.

True to her reading she saw he was still in a lot of pain after 90 seconds of pressure despite her not pushing overly hard. After that she let go and he caught his breath. He rested his head on the hard, wooden floor as he took his breaths.

She stood over his not able to contain her smile “The pendulum is really getting to you isn’t it?”

“Yes Lana. I had no idea it would be so painful”

She Went back to her position then pulled back the ropes again. He looked straight up whimpering, fearing for the next strike. Once at the height she liked she held it for a moment then let go.


Again he cried out as his balls took the strike. He could really feel this process destroying his testicles. As she did before Lana pushed her foot onto the bag to prolong the pain of the strike. The sharp pain lingered in his balls for nearly two minutes. Lana waited until his struggles subsided before releasing the pressure from the testicles.

As he caught his breath she knelt down between his legs and held his testicles with her left hand then stroked them with her right. She saw they were redder and they had swelled up. Holding them she pressed the finger nail from her right index finger only lightly into his left testicle.

‘Now Nigel. When a man needs to have his testicles taken apart some way are brutal like you have felt and some ways are more elegant. Elegant like the careful application of pressure from a single finger nail”

He looked up to see his balls in her hand “O no” he said as she pushed the nail into the testicle. She saw the nail dent the testicle as it caused him such delightful pain. He cried out as the pressure built up then she twisted the nail side to side. He closed his hands into fists as he pulled on the ropes. The pain gripped him as she moved her nail.

Expertly she probed the testicle applying the ideal balance of pressure to not burst the testicle but maximize pain. The twisting of the nail also added to his suffering. He screamed ever louder as the torture did not stop.  After a few minutes of pressure on one part she moved to another then repeated the process. He felt constant pain in his left testicle for over 20 minutes before she stopped. 

It took over two minutes for the pain to subside enough for him to raise his head to look at her. He felt desperate and broken but knew she would continue.

“Now for your other testicle” She said in a chirpy voice.

She looked down then pushed her nail into his right testicle. As with the last one she applied the correct amount of pressure to hurt him greatly then moved the nail around. She took care as she tortured the balls knowing patience and the precise nature of her probing made the torture very painful while preserving the testicles for additional torture.

She probed the ball deep and he felt the fibers inside strain then rip sending sharp busts of pain rippling through him. He was dizzy with pain rocking his head side to side as she maintained the pressure.

Another 20 minutes past of screaming until she stopped the pain. It took him some time to calm down but Lana waited. She felt his testicles were weaker now from her probing and were even more swollen. She moved around to his side then rested on her knees next to him.

She rested her hand on the side of his face while looking at him. “You have done very well to take all this pain Nigel but you do deserve it. I hope it has helped teach you about your behavior”

He nodded “It has helped. Thank you”

“I’ll resume swinging the bag now to make the testicles rupture. I’ll leave gaps between swings to prolong your pain as much as I can. Then when the testicles rupture I’ll keep hitting the testicles until they are totally destroyed”

“I understand” He said before letting his head fall back.

“Good you’re doing really well Nigel but you must suffer more”

She looked to his balls to see they were now very swollen. They stretched the skin of his sac tight and looked like they had been through hell. She liked the look of testicles when they were this damaged if you ignore the bruises it was as if the man just had huge testicles she thought. She had always found testicles fascinating which is why she took such pleasure in torturing them and the fine art of slowly dismantling them. She spent a moment admiring them tied up tight then got up grabbing the string connected to the bag.

Lana pulled the bag away as before and saw he had tensed up his muscles preparing for pain. She did not pull it back as much as before as she did not want his testicles to pop too quickly. When ready she let go.



He cried out, breathed in then cried out again from the immensity of the pain. As the bag struck he felt flesh inside each testicle tear. The truth was Lana had already caused little rips as she had probed the balls and the impact had just widened them.

Seeing him suffer so much made her smile because she knew that her nail probing technique was designed to weaken the inside of the testicles so they broke before the wall ruptured. This meant he could feel a higher level of pain while the testicles were still whole.

After a few minutes he calmed down then a tear rolled down the side of his face as he felt the bag being lifted again. He knew his balls would not last long.



He tossed his head forward and back as he screamed out from the ripping pain. He was feeling his balls turning to soup inside as they were pulverised. Lana let him feel the pain then pulled the bag back again.


Again he screamed but this time he raised his head to look down. Curious Lana knelt down between his legs to inspect his balls. She moved the bag to the side to see his left testicle look much larger. She pinched it between her finger and thumb causing him to bang his head back. Then cry out even more. As she put pressure on it she found that it was not firm like before but gave way freely. Once she had dented the testicles shape it did not return. This brought a grin to her face as she knew this meant that the testicle had ruptured.

“There we go the first pop!”

He looked up briefly “What…..”

“Your left testicle has ruptured Nigel but we have to continue so just try to breath though it”

The pain was so much he could not take it but it would not die down. Then there was nothing to do as the bag was raised again.

He screams had not changed since the first ball popped but she knew that whack had added more pain.

She pulled it back again then let go.


Nigel just kept on suffering as his balls broke. He could not even think about what was going on the pain as too high. 

“One more” She said as she pulled the bag back.


After the collision she knelt down to inspect his manhood. She felt his sac and the left one was now totally destroyed and all she could feel was the outer wall of the testicle with most of the innards pushed out. Then the right one still had its shape but had been popped. She gripped his right ball then squeezed down to remove the innards and make sure she could confidently say he had been castrated. She felt the ball flatten out as she did this and as she ruined him.

Nigel’s cried had begun to weaken from tiredness, not due to lack of pain. She checked both testicles to make sure they were dead then stood up and left the room. Nigel barely noticed she had left as he was still in so much pain.

A few minutes later she returned with a clamping device that was made of two centimeter wide wooden poles connected by screws at each end. She attached it over his shattered balls then closed the two pieces together. This clamped off the cords that ran to what used to be his balls.

He grit his teeth as the cords were crushed closed then the pain began to fade from his balls as the blood flow stopped. She stroked his sac that was now a round ball of mush feeling proud of her achievement. She had had some reservations about destroying both balls but now knew it was the right decision. She felt good about the castration as he calmed from the pain.

He looked up at her “Are they…”

She nodded “Yes they are both totally destroyed so your punishment is complete. Are you ok”

He thought for a moment “Yeah I’ll be ok. It was so intense”
“Yeah castrations can be but the suffering if part of the punishment”

“Are you pleased with the result?”

The corner of her lips curved up as she replied “Yes I am glad both testicles are destroyed that way we can both be happy that you have been punished correctly and fairly”

After hearing that he, for the first time felt good about the punishment. He was still sad about losing his balls but Lana had been right by insisting on total destruction.

She sat at his side then placed her hand on his chest. “The clamp will take a while longer to work. Do you want to be left alone?”

He turned his head to look at her “No, please stay”

“OK Nigel”

“O and Lana. Thank you for doing this to me. I deserved it so I’m grateful to you”

“You’re Welcome”